Hiatus
I will hiatus for this week or maybe one month? I don't know. I'm going to new school and stay hostel. I will back but maybe just two days. I know it's hard to believe that I'll move to another school but it's reality and I've to face it. The first of my friend's know that I'll move is Syeera. She totally shocked and make sympathy face. I really don't know how to react at that time but I just smile and nod. I really confused about this. But I 100% really want to go and want to leave all of people that hurt me. I want see that they love me or just wanna friend with me without feelings. Maybe I'll dissapoint but I don't care. If I doesn't know the true feelings about my friends, I will live in their lie's world. You know what I mean,right? Leave with fake people around. Cannot trust someone easily. It's really hard.
I will be patient and face it strongly. Many people wait for me at this world but we don't know where he/she at. I can do it. It's easy. Easy as piece of cake. Everyone trust with my fake smile why I can't do that again? I professional at that. Syeera, tadi was last kita marathon sama-sama. Lepas ni, kau dah tak boleh cheer untuk aku. And aku pun dah tak boleh buli kau. For Lila, thanks being my friends since primary school and stay with me whenever I've problems or not. I will miss you and all of my friends. I'll miss you guys so badly. Remember me always. Ilove you.
- I'll miss you chingu -
Sincerely,
Xoxo
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